A look back

Something's gotta give. I feel like I'm going through a bit of a growing pain right. Not sure which direction to head in and how to focus my energies. I have said that this year would be "the" year for my career and now that we are at the 6 month mark, I think it is a good time to evaluate where I've been and where I'm going.

Highlights thus far:

• Shot the lead in the short film, TRUE LOVE, which is making the festival rounds.
• Shot the pilot for GIRL PARTS, which has some serious interest and will most likely shoot its first season this fall.
• Shot a 3 episodes guest star role for the webseries EVERY OTHER WEDNESDAY. New episodes start airing tomorrow and mine should air in a few weeks.
• Shot a PIZZA HUT commercial that hasn't started airing yet.
• My SOUTHWEST commercial continues to hold.
• Shot a co-star role for the independent pilot, TIPS.
• Screen tested for a contract role on ALL MY CHILDREN.
• Signed with a new commercial agent and have been sent out and called back regularly.

And that is all I can think of at the moment. So where I've been is not bad. Where I'm going will hopefully be better. I feel like I have a bad case of comparing myself to where everyone else is at and I need to shake that. Everyone has their own path and this is mine. I'm excited for my friends who have booked pilots and films and soaps. And I'm just looking forward to when I start doing the same. When I look back at what I've done this year I think, yes, this is good, you're doing the right things. I'm just always looking forward. What's next? What's next? But the truth is "someday" never comes...because we're always "here." I need to focus on the "here."