Where will this week take me? The second week of the last month of the year. I feel like I am in constant countdown mode. The year is coming to an end and there are definitely a few goals that I wanted to reach before the end of 2010 that seem to be a long shot at this point. I have a hard time feeling like I'm not in control and setting goals is one of my ways to create the illusion of such. "If I can do A, B, and C by such-and-such a date, then I'll feel good about myself," is the general thought process. I guess part of my struggle is just letting go. Adopting the mantra, "I'm exactly where I should be, in this moment." Which brings me back to the quote from Marianne Williamson that I blogged about two weeks ago: Your worth as a woman is neither increased or decreased by the result.
This is getting personal, y'all.
Now you've seen into a crevice of my psyche. Feel free to comment about your crevices and struggles; the lessons that this year has brought and the triumphs that have resulted. I'm glad you've gone on this journey with me and would love to hear where you're at.
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