I woke up this morning, went running, got ready for the day and realized I forgot to do my morning pages. In a way, these blogs have become a little way to do morning pages in the aspect that I'm writing and I don't always have something important to say about my career. I feel like I've been burning the candle at both ends for 8 years and even though I've been trying to give myself a bit of a break from working on my career these past few weeks, I find myself feeling anxious - like I should be doing something and working harder. And then I find myself on my computer, tweaking headshots, uploading resumes, tinkering with my twitter profile. I have these urges to be proactive and in the end I feel like my energies are misdirected. I still haven't gotten my mailings out and that is going to happen today. So I can stop feeling like it is hanging over my head. And then, I really feel like I can give myself a proper break. I'll go on auditions as they come up but I'll let the business side rest for a few weeks. .....But, even as I type that I think in my head, 'I hope that because I've said I'll rest, that means I'll have stuff come up.' Sigh.
In other news about dreams coming true, my cousin L. made the Orlando Magic Dance Team this weekend! So if you are at any Magic games in the upcoming 2010 - 11 season, there will be a Gordon girl giving it all that she's got! Everyone in the family is very proud and excited for her.
And it's my brother's birthday today - Happy Birthday, Big Little Brother!
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